i hope that the Outreach goes awesome.... it does so much good for so many people. today, some drama went on with an ex-resident, and it ended up alright, but the staff still feels bad that they couldnt do anything more.

im at my lover's house. i dont like the term "girlfriend". i mean, it's so unspecific. i have friend's that are girls. and my girlfriend IS my best friend. and she isnt even really mine. to me, the idea of owning another person is abhorrent, and cruel. it limits. it restrains. and the human soul has a right to do whatever the fuck it wants. but things like religion, society, words, they all take away freedom. terms become chains.

c'est la vie.

phosphorus is hesperus.

did you know that the word "Lucifer" is different than "Satan"?

in Hebrew, "Satan" means "destroyer". it is a term of destruction, chaos, elimination.

but, the name "Lucifer" means "lightbearer" or "illuminator". it represents knowledge, discovery, wisdom, beauty.

and there is no biblical proof that Satan and Lucifer even refer to the same being.

if you find any let me know.